Wednesday, May 14, 2008
My Younger Sister
this topic sounds so childish. like in primary school we have to write a compo on 'my family' or 'a day at the zoo'. but i cant help it because im so sad/angry/jealous.
my teacher taught me to leave two-finger-spacing.
I have a younger sister and her name is Jane. She will be turning sixteen this November. She is taller and has bigger feet than me. She is currently taking her O levels and her ambition is to be a lawyer.
My father used to love me like he loves money. Whenever my mother wants to cane me, I would hide behind my father like doing an indian dance.
Things changed when my sister was born. All the attention went to her because she had bigger eyes and a cuter face, but too bad for her, I am prettier now. HAHAHA. Elder siblings in most families tend to get jealous because they lack attention from their parents, but I have never felt that way before.. until NOW!
that's it. im gonna fail my english paper if this is for real.
FOR FUCKING 16 YEARS I HAVE NOT BEEN JEALOUS UNTIL I READ HER STUPID BLOG, THAT I WANTED TO CHOKE SLAM HER LIKE 'THE BIG SHOW' ALWAYS DO.
one of the ten things that make her smile:
9. laugh at sis when mama scolds her for being fat (very bad I know..)
ok im not so petty to get angry over this, cos i know im fat. but its so... demoralising.. =(
TEN PPL I BELIEVE/ TRUST IN:
1. mama
2. adel
3. sam
4. ahmoi
5. amer
6. nat
7. JC
8. tuni
9. me
10. Jesus
and im not in that stupid list. =(
ok im not so petty to be jealous over this.
but im angry that my mum always jokes with her! argh. and me? i get all the shouting and nagging. sian..
i have never heard a single scolding from my dad to her and my only way of communication with the only man at home is by quarreling.
hey, maybe im not good in my studies. or im not a geek like her, at least i dont 杀人放火! i still have my other talents like singing or drawing? even if i dont make use of my talents to work for my furture, but there's other things that i can do what! i can go into the retail line which im really interested in, or maybe one day i will just get founded by jacky wu and be a celebrity! duh, im dreaming.
ok anyway, im really jealous!
audrieeee@hotmail.com
